Monday, December 15, 2008
bismilllahi walhamdulillahi 'alaa rasulillah,
hari ni genap 10 hari saya bergelar Mrs. Bashir, alhamdulillah :)
ramai gak yang tanya apa perasaan setelah bergelar isteri..saya boleh describe ni je kot :
"astaghfirullah min qillati sidq bi qauli astaghfirullah. ..
Your mercy enlightened our soul;
we found our purpose, and our reason,
You are our treasure, our light and our only hope, our tears of anguish,
bring sweetness to our sorrows,
we fear Ya Allah,
happiness in this world, may take us away from Your remembrance,
we seek struggle, only to call out to Your Mercy,
our tears for You, are like the diamonds to our treasure,
Your appearance is unknown to us,
yet we have already felt so much of your beauty,
our soul was starving without Your rememberance,
and Your Mercy only filled it with sweetness,
and brought us back to life,
You are the happiness of our soul,
and it was the hearing of Your Mercy and Love that set it a light,
our attachment to this Duniya, is our longing and yearning to reach close proximity to You, For if, by Your mercy we enter Jannah,
we would reminisce on the times we felt your beauty through our worship,
even when you were veiled from our eyes,
The vain pleasures of this Duniya are only temporary and a deception,
and our struggle against them with Your rememberance,
and feel the coolness in our soul,
could never amount to what the pleasure we turned away from could give,
our longing to see Your face,
is our Jannah in this world,
nothing can bring harm to it, or take it away but by our disobedience to You,
Help us to remain firm Ya Allah on the Sirat-Al-Mustaqeem,
and hold strong to Your rope,
for if we are detached from You,
we will lose our reason to live,
and we will lose our precious Jannah that we carry with us,
Help us to remain sincere and earn nothing but Your pleasure,
You are free of all needs and worthy of all worship,
grant us Your good pleasure and admit us into Your mercy..
admit us into Your mercy..
admit us into Your mercy...
Please please please bind our hearts in Your love.
Please assist us in loving You,
in loving the people that You love,
in loving the deeds that makes us closer to You.
Make our love for You the most beloved thing to us,
And our fear for You the most fearful thing to us,
And remove from us all worldly needs and wants by instilling a passion for meeting You,
and when You have given the people of the world the pleasures of their world,
make the coolness of our eyes (pleasure) in worshipping You.
our desire is only to be amongst of your Beloved..
Bless our beloved prophet Muhammad sallalahu 'alaihi wassalam and his family
and shower them with peace.
We are knocking on Your door.
Please answer our prayers...
Ameen ya rabbal 'alameen..."
and this was taken from a poem with title "angelic butterfly"(yang mana saya modified sesuai dengan mood saya..ha ha ha....), but i dont know who wrote it :)
"With all that I've done wrong,
I must have done something right,
I couldn't ask Him for more,
Being with you, Bashir dear,
is truly what love is ..."
Uhibbuk jiddan katheera, my beloved zauj :).
and jazakallahu wa khairan katheera for the gift of verse 8 from suratu tahreem. inshaAllah we will eat a lot of fruits in Jannat together..:) (including the nenas and rambutans!)
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